both of you

there are two of you that i know will never read this blog, so I can speak frankly. I will admit that you make me smile, both of you, and that I briefly had feelings for you both - briefly. But I see that there is nothing good in that. I am not single any more, and i am not up for random sex. To the first gentleman; I am glad that you are there in my life. You are one of my favorite customers. To the second guy. thanks for the laugh, thanks for the pleasant surprise, but you are just... showing up at the wrong time.