The largest rebuild ever

I have rebuilt the files for sheila several times, but never to this magnitude. This is the absolute, no questions asked, largest data transfer that I have ever done to date. So far I have accessed over 1.3 Terabytes.

RMA RAM

I need to RMA my RAM. Hahah. funny. But the good news is that it will be free, I have a lifetime warranty for the ram, that is why I will buy buffalo from now on. Also, thus caused my computer to have problems. Long story made short, Nortac (my Titan quest player) is dead gone. I might have to just reinstall everything, because it seems that the whole game has gone crazy, the wrong screens are loading and all that.
on other news, i am pissed at myself for a few things... most involving the most diminutive things possible. I need to get back into school, I need to meet new people. I need to get laid.
Sam helped me to understand something the other night, sometimes people go out looking for things, like to get laid, and then the meet someone that they think will put out, but then that person won't put out. There is nothing wrong with being that second person.

Season 2

12 noon. Kyle XY… He has telepathy. But Deklynn is still hott. And, there are way too many turtle necks in the first episode of season two. But not enough people making out with Kyle. And Kyle’s “father” is dying. And there is a bunch of boring monologues. And Kyle is having a temper tantrum. But a happy ending of the episode.

Twice

Shiny toy guns is playing twice at LC. This si great I want to go to both shows.

case of the sniffles

I am just a bit on the stuffy side. This happens every once in a while, but I usually prefer it to happen during the morning so that I can deal with it rater than just sleep.
Also, I changed my contact solution, it isn't too bad, but I like my old stuff better.
Uhm, and I bought a new pair of scissors, they are great! I think that it was my best purchase in months.
I am expecting the shortbus DVD to come soon, I will make a copy to give to my friends so that i don't risk scratching mine.
Oh, and... I bought some light bulbs today. They are far superior to the older bulbs.

double shot

I served a double shot of espresso today to a gentleman... He recently got a haircut, upon being asked what i think I turned a somewhat real feeling into a verbal confirmation. "I think it is hot and it makes me want to do you."
Now the reality.
He saw me and flagged me down between the Yao Lee Asian market and my store. He ran up to me and started the conversation. Now, most likely he was walking around that way anyway, and just happened to see a familiar face and said hi. I invited him to the store. He got a double shot of espresso out of it, and i got to give it to him-- I think we both got the better end of the situation.

Update ona previous post

Three or four days ago I posted a very.... depressing post. About being rejected. I am sure that anyone who reads it will assume it is about Matt. But it isn't. It is about someone that I don't think many of you have met... or I could be wrong, it could be about someone who you all know. It could be about hermit or a social butterfly. There is no end to who it can be. Anyone. It was about someone, but it can apply to anyone.

Shortbus

why don't you come in and have a look? After all, voyeurism IS participating.

i used to want to change the world, now I just want to leave with a little dignity.


I am not usually one to tell people to watch a video. but this one is great. I loved it as a gay male. It is a story about people who aren't sure about things, all sexual. The end makes me so sad, because it makes you want more, but yet you are afraid to watch...

I made it beautiful.

It is halfway completed.

Rejection... familiar

Wish i could have found a picture of a guy...
I ask for less than 5 mins of you time... and you wouldn't even give me that. How do you expect me to ever want to bother even trying again. I am not going to bother next time. I will just let you float through the room, in and back out. Then I will be there to clean up the mess, mental mess I mean. I take time for you, every time you want me to, I am always there for you if you want to "just talk" But you never do. You have grown "colder"(?) ironic that I use that word? I think so.

Wait, that isn't about who it seems.

Tommorow

In 24 hours, I will make something beautiful.

Concert

Went to see incubus. I enjoyed it. I look forward to seeing the shiny toy guns thing.