Keeping a budget

It's pretty hard to keep a budget when 31% of your monthly spending is on unexpected expenses.

On debt still

821.92 is how much I paid this month to reduce my debt... and I've only reduced my debt by a few hundred dollars... Anyone notice something about those numbers.  Yup... Interest is a bitch.

Now, let's be straight forward: 312.17 of that is student loan payments, 151.75 is my car payment, which will be done in about 20-25 months.  85 of that is to pay down a medical bill that will be no interest of I pay the 85 every month till it is paid off (it was a larger bill that I simply calculated the payments into 17 months). But the rest, 273, is consumer debt that I am really angry about.
I know I am paying more in interest than initial debt. My student loans with have grown by 42% by the time i pay them off... my car loan closer to 35%.  yup.

On my Debt

2 1/2 months ago I wrote about my debt, and my plan to get rid of it.  Since then, I have reduced my debt by a few hundred dollars.  I deserve to be proud of myself!

Strange things to do on Drugs

A list of normal activities that I expect would be greatly enhanced by drugs:
1. Pooping
2. Fixing your hair
3. Changing your ringtone
4. Planting flowers
5. Cleaning out your closet
6. Skype with a friend who has a child.  Cause it would remind you that you can still make dumb choices without hurting anyone except yourself.

Straight Boys

In response to a question:
Dear Aaron, I'll teach you how to do that if you insist, but I warn you to guard your heart.  Straight boys are not gay and he will never like you the way you like him.  But if you still want to try and sleep with him you must make him feel like he wants it as much as you.  But before you can do this, you must befriend him first.  Don't tell him your gay till you've known him for a month or so.  And don't make a big deal of it, just casually mention something gay and let him realize that his new friend happens to be gay.  Once you've made him into a close friend you can start trying to get his pants off.There are two ways to do this: 1. Put on the appearance that you're attempts are not anything serious.  This makes it look like a casual thing that friends do, just another session of you jerking off and he is just hanging out with you.  If you do this right, you have your way into the next level of intimacy. 2.  Another way is to be less sneaky, but more manipulative.  Next time he bends over tell him "your asscrack is hanging out". And tease him like a straight boy would.  Then at some later point you can tell him" that as his best gay friend you have to do the world a favor and inform him that he can't wear boxers underneath his gym shorts" (obviously you only say this when he's wearing gym shorts.)  Then you just keep doing things like this.  Till he does them back to you.  When he says these things to you, that means you have taught him to look at your body.   That means you can TOUCH him.  Remember,  firm and masculine grabs are better than light feminine ones.  But all touching must be disguised as done for him.  You can grab his ass and tell him that he needs to up the weight he squats, or his arms and tell him that you wish your arms were more like his.  Eventually you'll get to his dick.
Final thought:  you don't kiss him, let him kiss you.

Away for so long

I've been away for a very long time, away from the blog, I mean.  I have a confession.  I'm seeing a man right now named Sam.  But last night I went on a date with a guy named Patrick.  Patrick has really big muscles, and he lets me touch them.  I like to do that.  I'm not a cheater, but he is exactly what I look for physically.  I just need to hurry up and fuck him so I can get back to Sam, who I am dating.
Oh shit, there is the lightbulb... I just need to get back to Sam.  Forget Patrick, cause he is only pretty.  And Sam is going to the gym a bunch now.  What am I doing, I'm so stupid.

Working out

IT'S NOT ABOUT GETTING BIG. IT'S ALL ABOUT GETTING BIGGER!