Cross fit

I am going to try 5 or 10 sessions of Cross Fit.  The place is about 1/2 a bloc from my house, and the 5 sessions is only 45 bucks with a coupon.  I am certain that the group atmosphere will encourage me to actually try really hard.  I've graduated from my home workouts.

I'm a failure

You ever just step back and feel like you suck. Yup, right now, I feel like that.

You can't just take it all back

http://www.queerty.com/gay-porn-star-jake-genesis-apologizes-20130503/

Yup, the porn star wants to act like it never happened.
So, to all of you readers, the message is this:  Nobody will forget the mistakes you've made if they are scandalous.

To be one with Myself

I wander through life often enough; dodging the bottlenecks and divingbells of the populus I surround myself with.  I recently spoke with an engineer who was jealous that I managed to take an electrical engineering degree and turn it into the lighting career I aspire to have.  But it was not till i told him that I wonder if I made the right choice that I realized how lost I was.  Somnambulist I am, walking through life not absorbing a fraction of it all.  It isn't until I set up my wires and lights that I wake up.  That is how I know that I am devoted to my craft.