important

I just had a conversation over the internet with asomeone who I am almost sure doesn't read this, but I am still goign t be safe and not put names in. Basically, he belittled the importance of my worries and conerns. Yes, 30k contracts don't ride on my shoulders, but that doesn't mean that my worries are not important... they are after all MY worries. That means that they are going to worry me very much, more than I worry about his contracts.

Taking a risk

Every action that one takes, he or she is taking a risk. Even opening your mouth adn saying a friendly greeting is taking a risk. Now, there are sevweral things that one can do to lessen the risk that is being taken, especially like taking care not to fuck anythign up. There is a very delicate nature to life, and it is very easy to casue a rip in it.

Not Here

There's a place, so I heard, not so long ago
Troubled souls, welcome there, far from all we know

There's a place, so I heard timeless and serene
Nature roams freely there, in the meadows green

Gentle breeze fills the air, skies of palest blue
Silently waiting there, all to comfort you

There's a place, so I heard, closer than it seems
One more step it takes you there, way beyond your dreams

There's a place , so I heard, where the living's slow
Pain, they say, ebbs away, as the rivers flow

There's a place, so I heard, waiting there for me
Free from care, life is there for eternity

No more fear, no regret, there's no price to pay
Restless heart soon will ease when you know the way

There's a place, so I heard, shade and light are one
Wisdom will lead you there when the day is done

hung up on you--wait on me?

I am confused... did I just get hung up on?

Theatre goers

I realize now that some people are not meant for live theatre. I don't mean that as an insult, but a fact. Some people just can't enjoy live theatre. They don't like the fact that they can't rewind, or that ever show is different. They don't like the fact that they have to fight for the bathrooms at intermission.
I sat in seat b 12 today in the Bowen theater. The seat of B11 was sold, I know that. But there was no one in it for act 1. as the cigarette break of act 1 was coming to a close, a girl came and sat in seat B11. Now, you all know that I am not usually a racist bastard, but this was not a surprise to me. Some black bitch parked her skinny ass int eh seat next to me. She had her phone on silent, thank God. But I could hear her all through the performance text messaging. Then halfway through act 3 she pops some gum into her mouth and starts cracking it. It nearly killed me. Really I wanted to turn to her and say, "I am glad my ticket was free, or else I would really be pissed." But the truth is, I really was pissed. I wanted her to leave. She didn't belong there. Stupid skanky-hoe!

mike

so there is a funny story, that you all heard the beginning of last night. And I know that one of you heard it first hand. basically, I ran into a guy online and through a series of mistakes made him think i was single. long story made short I freaked out when I realized what i was saying and told him that have a boyfriend. Her is the point where i kinda got the cold shoulder from this guy. but it didn't last long. I managed to get back some trust. Well,i told Matt about it and he wanted to see a picture of the guy, and then this guy wanted to see a picture of Matt. then I was stuck between a rock and a hard place. But now I have more trust on both sides. Matt knows that i couldn't possibly cheat on him, and mike knows the truth. Can't beat that. Oh, and i am planing on taking mike putt-putting, just because i think it would be fun.

what the ell

I am an odd duck. I ended up making a new friend. he is a nice guy. I really am wondering what on earth just happened. I kinda wish matt was here right now.

lesson learned

A lesson learned is a great thing, except for damage control. I bought a digital camera that takes pictures. It is nice... except for one thing. The pictures are grainy. I tried many things, I have found the best to be; with flash, no DIS (digital image stablization). I have to photoshop all of them.

Hitchhiking in the galaxy

I'd much rather much rather be happy than right any day.

so a new album

a new sarah brightman album is coming out soon. August of 07. I have no idea what it is called but it will apparently be gothic? Everyone assumes that it will be rock goth, but i htink it might be gothic period of history kind of music. It was a great period for music and architecture. I won't admit it infront of matt though. He tends to be right... a lot. Which is nice, because he is a reliable. But, whatever.
Now, back to this album. I know nothing about it.

for page's audio enjoyment

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wesley

Digital vs analog

Digital is bbasically analog. Take a mesh screen and put it over the analog and you have digital. Many willa rgue that digital is better, becasue it is constant. Others will argue that analog is better becasue it is maximum quality. I am not sure which I like...

611

do you know what happens if you dial 6-1-1 on your landline phone? how about you try it.

V is for...

well, V for Vendetta is not a hero movie. It is about an anarchist. I have seen the movie before, but thanks to a check of luck, I have stumbled apon it once again. This time, I see that the main character is not so cool. I mean he blows shit up and fights with a sword... that is about it. But, none the less. The people love it.

I fear

the worst.

Today Rene dies

Rene Gallimard will die today. He will take a bow before his peers and will slice his throat, one end to the other. Now, if I could only remember my lines.