Thursday, July 24, 2008

Monday, July 21, 2008

gay?

Are you serious? He is a homo? I always thought that he was a little odd. But, gay. He really is. It is a small world.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

talk about solid.

The argument is not against "gay" marriage.

It's against alternative definitions to marriage.

We already define marriage in a moral sense.

You cannot marry more than one person.

You cannot marry before you are both 18.

You cannot marry your horse, house or elbow.

"Gay marriage" is a new idea. Previously, gays cohabitated, just like heterosexual couples. Now, this is used as an attack on marriage.

"Marriage" is not a union open to gays, anymore than the "Boys" room is open to girls.
7 months ago

The Seventh Seal

uhm, ann... I am not sure i really liked this movie.

the christ child and mary

You mean you don't believe me? But it was real just the same, not the kind of reality you see, but the kind that you sense with your heart. But it's still true.

i am

so not liquid.

surrealism vs formism (and a touch of cubism)

a brief summery for those who have seen Hellboy 2 with me:
Surrealism is when things become other things, the art is filled with visuals, all of which are very compelling and unstoppable in their transformations from one object to another.
Formism is when something is something else. There are not transformations, and visual are equally powerful, but they are stable.
Many people misunderstand there's two, and they try to call everything surrealism, simply because that term is more popular.
Now, cubism (as it related to my term paper) is an entirely different matter, where one thing is taken apart into pieces, and every angle of it is viewed simultaneously. it is much harder to understand, because it gives you the entire picture at one time.

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

salt flats

I found myself in the salt flats. I was laying down with chest up towards the sky and my head was looking to toward my right. There was a rope that attached me to him, but it wasn't like any other rope, it was a very rigid, almost as if it was a pole or rod, but it was indeed a rope. It was exactly 60 feet long.
SO, I found myself staring down this rope at him, and he had the audacity to taunt me. So, using the rope to my advantage, I began to roll my head toward the left, and picked him up right of the ground, I ripped him through the air and slammed him into the ground on my left. Then I found myself as the him, laying in the salt flats also, and angered by all of this, I picked him up and held him in the air, directly above me, just letting him dangle there, then i brought him down toward the ground, but stopped before he reached it. Just let him hang there, ten feet above the ground.

Ever felt like you are just fighting yourself?

Monday, July 07, 2008

Damage pottential

I find it funny how badly people can break things. I have no idea, well at least not an absolute idea, of what is wrong with Ann's computer. I think it is the button on the front, others are clueless as well. But the funny thing is, I am halfway on the way to fixing it. I am not halfway there, just halfway on the way.

Thursday, July 03, 2008

hiding behind a smile

I just posted on the OS something very inflammatory. Basically I said that since more people die from falls than from war, liberals should replace their anti-war stickers with anti skyscraper stickers. But I am safe, I put two smileys int he message.

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Mark Curls

hahah! Love it. This is the guy that helped my ass sober up a while ago. I am sure that i blogged about it previously, but I can't remember when. So, I talked to him this weekend and we exchanged number again. Well, turns out that he and I had a lovely conversation tonight. Lovely. He is a great guy. I will have to fuck him--
just kidding.

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

not a cry... not somebody's who's seen the light.

I will admit that i have made mistakes, and that many people have suffered because of them, but none more than myself. That is not meant to sound cocky, but it is the truth. I take responsibility for my actions, and my success. I stood on the shoulders of giants once, and it was scary, but I made it. I thank them for that, but that was not good enough. But when I fall, it is epic failure that is soley mine to bare. Ia m alone in the end.

There is a contradicting idea out there, about death, none the less. One side says that no creature dies alone, as we are all with god in that moment. and the opposing says that everything must die by itself, being understood by none.

magick chord


hallelujah.
faith was strong, but needed proof.
beauty in the moonlight, tied me to the kitchen chair, and from my lips drew the hallelujah.
I've been here before, used to live alone before i knew you. love is not a victory march, cold and broken hallelujah.
Let me know what's real and going on. Remember when I moved in you, every breath we drew was hallelujah.
t6here's a God above and all we learned from love was a cry you can hear, not somebody who has seen the light.

Guy at Axis IV

Back on January 29th I wrote about a guy named Joel Field. He was wearing blue underwear. I saw him at pride at Axis this weekend, wearing black underwear with a blue stripe. That is all...