Tuesday, April 22, 2008

it could have been different

My freshman year of college I was paired with two guys as roommates. I feel that if I had been paired with only one, i could have easily survived a bit better. One on one, I am a fun guy, and I can make straight guys feel comfortable, by being just a normal guy. But it seems that when those two were together, things were different. They seemed to play off of each other's fear, and add to the discomfort.

SO, the lesson: deviant people should not surround themselves, simply one on one.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Good hopes

I was not lied to, but I hear so many different stories that others suffer. THe conclusion; they are all false.

For hunger or drugs...

Volodya, you were too young.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

to what point and purpose?

i was on dlist recently, and it turns out that someone has unlocked some pictures for me to view. But, the question is, why?
I really am not sure why I wanted to see the pics. I didn't request, but I checked. Turns out that the pictures aren't nearly as bad as I expected. But, I was still disheartened by what I read from others; as far as comments are concerned. I didn't comment.
Now, another thing that I am thinking.
I am not sure that Alain is a real person. Obviously there is someone there, but am not sure that the character Alain matches the profile Alain. I think it is just some guy bored with his life so he created an extra person. I have heard of this being done before...
Plus, he isn't a verified member...