seriously?

I know that I am better than most of the gentleman out there who rely on the drunk state of others for their success. I will admit that I can show a brief moment where i am so vein as to put myself on a pedestal for having not the self control to not drink in excess, but a life that I am happy enough with not to want to forget due to black out, but yet not fragile enough to worry that it might collapse should I get so wasted with certain comrades that I don't remember it.