Ebay

You all know I love ebay, it is fun. Most of the time.
I learned something very valuable recently, though. Don't mix business and personal life. I mean that i will no longer be putting effort into Stan's business. I got it all worked out, but almost got stuck with a $75 waffle maker.
Moral: Karma will protect you every once in a while, and God more often than not-- but sometimes you get your ass plowed by your own stupid mistakes.

check this out

while ring shopping on ebay i found this... gaudy monster of a ring.

the boyfriend II

See July 19, 2009, The Boyfriend
I feel that I need to clarifye, that last part is not true. C was not told to get rid of A.
Turns out that B and C broke up during that whole time period. They remain very close. And now A and C are friends.

Hollywood undead

Was great, I just got back from the Newport. The band liked my shirt.
And I have confirmed my suspicions: they are just a bunch of angry white boys.

Lunch with Suhayl

As I ride this planet around the sun I realize that people come and go. Most times you don't really think that people are going to go, they just sort of fade away. And then you wake up one day and realize you have no idea where they are. This is not the case with college, where you realize that people are going to go away once they graduate.
I had lunch with Suhayl today, who I now know is leaving in a couple of months. We had a great time today, I can see myself spending more time with his ass. I invited him to join the huge group of people going to zoombeezie bay next week, and he is bringing some of hims friends, so I will get to meet them. Now... that takes the number up to like 8 people.
Anyway. He recently graduated and now is going to move to Chicago. He will be leaving his closest friends... something that I am sure none of them expected to happen.

Sent my head

I sent my head, but she hasn't painted it yet... I hope she is just busy, and not that she didn't want to paint mine. Even if that is the case, I suppose it is not my business to tell people how to do their art.

the boyfriend

let me tell you a story. it involves A,B, and C.
A has a big crush on B. For many reasons, it is a one way sort of deal. Now, A finds out that B has a boyfriend, C. He actually meets C, this is how A finds this out. Then one fateful day, A enters the building where he and B see each other regularly (about twice a week.) And who does he find waiting for B? none but C. So he sits down and starts talking to C, and has a lovely conversation, about nothing in particular. Then enters B after about half an hour of A and C's conversation. A does not see C for a long time, and eventually does not see B for a long time too. But not because he isn't trying, as A often tries to find excuses to contact B. And one of these reasons is a "wait, you're single now? what happened to C?"
After months, C contacts A. The two communicate very often, and A starts to feel like C might have some sort of feeling for A. However, A doesn't really feel like that about C, and starts to feel bad about B and not telling C about A's feelings for B. So A puts it behind him.

Now, what is the worst, most Shakespearean thing that could happen?
The worst possible scenario as follows: B told C to save him from A and this is how C got A to leave B alone...

let them out

everything table.
I I people things all them. jack of all trades master none part.

words meant to hurt

I understand being upset, and then saying things you don't mean. But that is completely different than being sly and hurtful.
For example; "I have learned never to expect sex from you when promised it."
uhm. uncalled for. and i don't really mind the whole internet knowing it.

somethign a little less criptic

Today I went to a photoshoot.
I wish I had a 3rd light to work with, but... no dice.
The models did a good job, and I jumped in for a few photos. Although, something is bothering me a little bit-- there was a moment of unnecessary unease.
I would admit that I felt a little intimidated by the men surrounding me. Both were in good shape, and both were very nice. I am a different kind of hott... there, that is my reaction.

old men

I am a butterfly. I will tell an 60 year old man my self-confidence problems. and he will nod and say, in all seriousness (out of character for him) "They have nothing on you."

or something like that.

The wisdom of men who have gone before us is never to be discounted. I have much to learn from someone who has made it through this hectic life in one piece. I just have to pay attention.

Moral: Boys will be boys. and gay boys will be girls. And old men will be perfect council in a perfect world.

Unexpected song

Step back from your life for a moment... see anything out of place? Does your life just sort of congeal nicely? If so, you might consider yourself lucky. But there is another side. Experiences make us stronger. I know a guy who's sister had to hide a very large quantity of beer. That same day, social services was called tot eh house because he was a former ward of the state (adoptive parents are sometimes subject to this interrogation!?!?!) It was the strange teamwork as he performed his interview for the Social service official (he was the one who was adopted) while she tried to hide this beer. 24 cases. TWEENTY FOUR!!! The social services official never found out, but the parents sure did.
the point of the story is that the family grew closer as they were all about to loose unless they worked together. That rough spot was a good thing, it built character and camaraderie.

Moral: Don't try and iron out all of life's wrinkles.