gay marrage

stop trying to force your oppressive, frilly, and boring traditional institutions meant to ensure monogamy on my hot, promiscuous, anonymous gay sex.

I think America is quite fortunate the gays aren't as violent and brutal as a group such as the black panthers ..or they don't have a leader as confrontational as malcom x.

if

"if" is the saddest word in the history of language. For instance, "If I had gone down to those detectives and told them what I know, could that little boy have been saved?"
You hang onto that "if" long enough, it can eat a hole right into your heart. But let it go, tell people what you know, whether it sounds dumb or not, then that little word has no more power over you.

Technologic

Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, mail - upgrade it,
Charge it, pawn it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick - erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick - rewrite it,
Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it,
Drag and drop it, zip - unzip it,
Lock it, fill it, call it, find it,
View it, code it, jam - unlock it,
Surf it, scroll it, pause it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, switch - update it,
Name it, rate it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax - rename it,
Touch it, bring it, Pay it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, start - format it.

a new friend

I made a new friend recently. I am sure that some of you know who I am talking about.

let me start over. I have grown up a lot in the past 5 years. There was a period when I was spending 3 nights away from my dorm a week. I used to be hormone driven, those times are gone.

let me try this one more time;
What started out as me pursuing him as a piece of ass two weeks ago changed into a good friendship where I feel I can be honest with him; except about why I first talked to him. Even if I told him he looks fantastic in whatever he is wearing that day, or even if I were more blatant or even lude. I can not bear to tell him that I only opened my mouth because he interested me sexually that day in the hall.

can I explain?
this is not about sexual attraction, it is about being ashamed that such a good thing could have began because I was so bold in pursuit. If I told him that ever, it would rock the foundation. or would it?

I told him today that I was gay, he of course knew already, but it is different when someone says it. I mentioned that I found a guy in a suit at the place we had lunch hot. It was the suit, not the guy. I then explained that formal wear is a turn on to me. I did not mention the fact that he wears dress pants and a button down ever day I see him. He is very attractive, and I told him he would get eaten alive at a gay bar (he brought it up, not me)
As we were walking to class I brought it up, "I have a terrible confession. Do you know why I hang around with you"
In that moment all the air in the stairwell changed. I could almost hear the blood within his veins freezing as he went stiff. I couldn't tell him why I originally talked to him, so i said, "it is because you are shorter than I am. I like to feel tall."
Even if he knew it wasn't the truth I saw him return to a normal state. A lie makes it a little better. As if we agreed to never talk about the truth of the past again.

funeral

when someone dies, it is customary to bring food to the house of the family of the deceased. That is all great, but there is one less mouth to feed. Seems kinda counter intuitive.

the truth

"He who does not bellow out the truth when he knows the truth makes himself the accomplice of liars and forgers." -Charles Peguy (1873-1914) French poet, essayist and editor
To stand by and do nothing might save your neck, but it won't save your soul.

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my portfolio

I just sent out my portfolio to my friends and family; and Mary Tarantino and Patrick Woodroffe.
it is coming together!

Patrick Woodroffe

He called in response to an email I sent him.
11/28/2006 I blogged about him.

Youth

I'd give all the wealth that years have piled,
The slow result of Life's decay,
To be once more a little child
For one bright summer-day.

Touched

You have not disappointed God because you can't surprise God. ... He never expected you to be anyone but who you are. ... God's love is perfect, and no one can love you better than He does.

Not me

Today, I had to re-take an hour long MRI scan because I got an erection midway through.
--FML

desktop

Check out my awesome new desktop background image!

ain't got no

I got my hair, I got my head
I got my brains, I got my ears
I got my eyes, I got my nose
I got my mouth, I got my smile
I got my tongue, I got my chin
I got my neck, I got my boobies

I got my heart, I got my soul
I got my back, I got my sex
I got my arms, I got my hands
I got my fingers, Got my legs
I got my feet, I got my toes
I got my liver, Got my blood

I've got life , I've got my freedom
I've got the life

to cry

I cried because I had no shoes, till I met a man who had no feet.

aryan race

The only thing on that entire website I agree with-
and I only partially agree.

If you're Jewish, it's called history.
If you're Asian, its called culture.
If you're African, it's called pride.
If you're European, it's called RACISM.

The girls

went to a tittie bar.  At first I was rather put off by all the boobs on stage, but they had some nice effects lights.  After talking to the girls for a while, I mentioned the lighting designer thing, and ended up giving my card out.
Also, somebody bought me shots, no strings attached. We were all talking for at least 2 hours, then the shots went around. No idea who ended up paying for it.
And, I bummed a cigarette from a guy who rolled his own tobacco, it was way better. Funny how I smoke a little bit when drunk.

Long story made short: Erin got her GPS, I got my card out, and we both had a fantastic time pretending to be single (surrounded by girls whom neither of us were sexually interested in).

embarrassibng moments

I was at my university checking some french vocab words in the library atwww.freestranslation.com... I accidentaly switched the last two letters to freeTRANSLATINO and this gross website popped up...and the boy next to me saw and moved away. lol ugh.
--Socks

My most embarrassing moment (although no one noticed, which is an absolute miracle) was when I was eating dinner with my parents, and reached for my bottle of root beer and started to chug it down, when I realized that it tasted......different. That's when I realized that I was chugging down the barbeque sauce straight from the bottle.......
--AnimeLoverCam

But one of my worst was when I thought ome random dude in the swimming pool was my Dad and I jumped on his back 0.0 I was horrfied lol.

My friend has a good one xD She was with her mum and this other woman and her mum though the other woman was pregnant so she said "oooh, when the baby due?" and the other woman was all emmbarrassed and replied "Oh, i'm not pregnant. It's just fat,"
xDDDD The poor woman lol.
--LoopyLou

chris powell... hot

http://twitter.com/reshapenation

posted on the forum, to show a point

I have kept the following posted as a statement of my own frustrations, and do not intended to persuade anyone toward my opinions. Please remember that I am just really angry angry at winDVD and Sony (makers of Blu-ray). I am stating that DRM is a ECE-crippling defense that is more of a hassle and turn off to honest consumers than deterrent to professional-grade spipsters. As the former turn the later, I am both scarred and armored until the technology changes.
I prefer to think of this as more of a misunderstanding by people at the top who had no intention of causing me, the end consumer, any pain/toil.

[quote]This is it! I am so sick of all this crap about digital rights management.
You all know my stance on video piracy (or piracy of any nature). I have felt for a very long time that digital signatures are far from evil, and I will tolerate a little bit of inconvenience.
however.
somebody owes me 200 bucks.
Blu-ray is evil. DVD signatures are evil.
I bought a bluray drive for my computer. I am not able to play 3 bluray discs, and have SUCESSFULLY played one. And to top it off, the following DVDs suddenly don't work on my computer EVEN IN MY DVD DRIVE!!@!!!@!@!@@!!@
One Night in Eden and Harem: Desert Fantasy.
although, live in las vegas, a luna, and Diva video collection work fine.

So. who do I write a letter to to complain about this? I own these DVDs, and I intend to watch them.

EDIT: I have decided to return the blu rays and the drive, although I am at my wits end about the DVDs suddenly not working.

edit, later the same night:
Why is it that as consumers we are allowing ourselves less freedom with what we buy? I found a work around, but it involves an exe that is strangely like a virus that eats through the constraints of media managers to let me edit files from disks to retain soft "rights" of them. Looks like the consumer has restored his ability to view what he paid for... no thanks to Sony's corporate help or the tech people at winDVD. Good ol' hacking has delivered us from a certain evil once again.[/quote]